Thursday, March 20, 2025
I believe in precision and that chaos is the foil. There is a larger, presiding force called Reality. It is the Uptake, and we, those that feel “individual” or “separate,” are merely slow on The Uptake. The intake (the individual mind) catches on, but never quite catches up to the Uptake. We understand we’re in a realm that defies logic, which makes trust the foundation of being. Intake and Uptake are essentially One.
You’ll awaken to something that feels like a flip, whereby you realize the Mother Ship leads with precision. The Mother Ship knows. She is the way, and is fundamentally who you are. There is really nothing to consider, when you seem to be making a decision – it’s all been taken under consideration already. There is One Presider pretending, or conning itself to one side, or in an illusion of (con)side(ring). Con/Side/Ring. Think about it. The circle is unbroken, and this feeling of side-by-side is a con.
There are no separate events. Precision has been working “in tandem” with chaos for 13 billion years, even in what looks like dodging bullets, overcoming obstacles, and beating odds. At some point, odds become the ingredients that make up the miraculous. It’s either all miraculous or all random – either way, it blows the intake. We’re slow on the Uptake, remember?
How can chaos lead? If we try to see from the bow of The Mothership, it looks murky. Looking back, the wake initially seems murky too, but over time, it’s beautifully patterned and precisely organized – much like the patterns in marble. I think we can trust the chaos. I don’t know. I’m slow on The Uptake. So, I’ll trust The Uptake, and allow it to lead me through the chaos. The Uptake knows the chaos in much the same way that I know myself and can trust myself.