Monday, April 7, 2025
Life will seem straining. It will also take away what you think you rely on – like other people, tools, good looks, a job, youth, etc. and other things that seem to be your saving grace. For the longest time, I thought my money was a saving grace, or my partner, or anything “out there.”
If something is a godsend, think carefully. Couldn’t one make the argument that all things are godsends? Ideas, actions, decisions, creativity, death, and judgement are “sent” to you. They arise in you. A godsend then, doesn’t come from the sky – the sky comes from you. This implies that your eyes are like flashes of light or projectors. You hallucinate reality. What you see sees you back first. What you see “out there” is past. Looking at a star in the night sky is looking directly into the past. Light travels to your eyes fast, but not fast enough. The fastest is the light coming from you.
What seems to have confused you corrects you. What scares you calls you. What seems to be reality, or the present moment, is the most immediate past. What once seems to have opposed you will befriend you, secretly, an inner godsend.
A true godsend is a clear future, one not dictated with a story. A true godsend is the realization that you have been sent, not to trash or fight the world, nor condemn, but to find everlasting joy and life, now in the radiance of your being. This fire, and the smoke that once confused you, is a godsend. It’s all godsent. And in due time it makes sense because you are what makes sense. You are the light. What you see as “the world” is an hallucination of the world, godsent from within. Reconcile within, the world made whole. Then the word “you” makes perfect sense.