Thursday, October 10, 2024
For years I was a taker. I took everything at face value, never realizing that the surface had little value at all. I took everything personally, never realizing that the universe is impersonal. I took my life for granted, never realizing that each and every moment was a miraculous, unfolding gift. I took everything literally, never realizing the vast room for interpretation.
I took everything seriously, never realizing life is playful, lighthearted, and supple – even death. I took the blame for everything, never realizing I’m innocent. I took on the burdens of other people – that’s a lost cause! I took criticism and rejection as harsh truth, never realizing it didn’t mean anything. I took the expert’s word for it, never realizing their word is as good as mine. I took people with a grain of salt, never trusting them. I took advantage of people, seeing them as weak and incapable.
I never took my time. I never took a good look at myself in the mirror, reflecting on what it means to be alive. I never took advantage of my crafty imagination. I never took control over my attitude and my attention – I let those things run loose and wild! I never took chances, I was too afraid.
Little did I know that the world was mine for the taking, but that the unlimited supply was within me. I didn’t know that I am the unlimited supply. I supply my sense of joy, love, security, peace, and abundance. I was the captain of my world, but I didn’t take the wheel. I was too busy trying to control what was outside of me, but now, I’ve taken charge! I take what’s mine and only what’s mine. It’s all mine, really. That’s because there is plenty enough to go around when you realize what’s truly yours – The Inner Kingdom.