Thursday, August 28, 2025
I’ve awakened to remember who I am. Human birth isn’t an awakening but the beginning of a deep sleep. Sleep is a form of forgetting, a brainwashing. In physical sleep, the brain washes itself. In spiritual sleep, we’re brainwashed into thinking that who we are as individuals is real. The world is fast asleep, getting sleepier in the distractions.
A deep, spiritual awakening is a reintroduction to the flow of body, mind, and soul. To remember who you are is to reconnect to the Tao, which flows everywhere. The mind flows. The body flows. Blood flows. Air flows. Physical matter may appear stagnant, but it’s moving and flowing, like a river, while the superficial mind is a cesspool of rigid concepts.
My brain was clingy – clogged. There was no vascular movement. My arteries were hardened and stuffed. My vessels were constricted. My flow was cut off. But I am reminded that our purpose is to breathe freely and to be non resistant in everything. I am to be softened as I remember who I am. I am to be thawed from the iciness of fear and the cage of individuality.
Aliveness is a warmth that thaws from within, like a frozen lake returning to life in springtime. I am to be reminded that love doesn’t sleep. Love is everlasting, and it might want to scoot out of my physical hands. That’s perfectly fine. I let things go. I’m a catalyst, a conduit of love’s expressive properties, in and out.
I’ve melted. I’ve softened. I’ve become defenseless against love’s encroaching ways, dissolving fear, and releasing me from the cesspool and stagnation of the superficial mind and frozen ego.
Deep remembering, not deep sleep. I don’t remember what happened specifically in the past, but I am remembering who I am, generally – Love Incarnated, True Light, and Bliss for evermore.