Thursday, December 21, 2023<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don\u2019t know how, and if I do, I\u2019m kidding myself. When I contemplate how, I\u2019m as lost as a kid in a world of make-believe. Although it appears as though I did something, when I get into the mechanics, it\u2019s a bunny hole. I thought I did, but it turns out I didn\u2019t do anything. If I told you \u201chow,\u201d I\u2019d be tantamount to a scam artist. Be wary of anyone who knows \u201chow.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019ve realized there is no \u201cmy doing.\u201d If choice is an illusion, then our so-called choices are schematics of pretense, not reality. When you begin to put together the pieces of your life, you realize everything found you, and it merely appeared as your own doing. Did you birth yourself? Do you beat your own heart? Do you realize how much of what makes you who you are isn\u2019t under your control? You didn\u2019t learn your skills. The skills were in you and you excavated them. Sentience is all you\u2019ve got to watch how it all unfolds. Fully knowing how futile your so-called control is makes you surrender to what is, and it liberates you from delusional pitfalls that many are struggling with.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I can\u2019t show you how – it just came. My birth, who I am, my family, my circumstance, my skills, the right people – all of it found me. My ideas, my desires, my preferences, and my so-called mistakes and choices found me too. To whom do I owe this credit, then? If it\u2019s all being done, then who am I? I must be something over which I have no control. I must be something I cannot fully comprehend. I must be wearing some kind of disguise, yet inside, I\u2019m all in all. I must do nothing. I must be nothing. It must be as easy as being a kid. I wonder – who are you<\/em> kidding?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Thursday, December 21, 2023 I don\u2019t know how, and if I do, I\u2019m kidding myself. When I contemplate how, I\u2019m as lost as a kid in a world of make-believe. Although it appears as though I did something, when I get into the mechanics, it\u2019s a bunny hole. I thought I did, but it turns […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3404","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-morning-motivation"],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t